i'll never have enough. i'll swim amongst the hum of dying planets & colliding stars. unfortunately, there is a snake lurking in the grass on which i tickle my bare feet, an ageless figure meandering across a plane of no obvious consequence. you see, the past overshadows the present. an ominous wave of memory. it knows my memories, it knows me & i remember 'it'. i cannot hide from that of which i know. i am self-destruction.